A year of love…

Hi everyone! It’s already the middle of January and this would be my first post 🙂 Sorry for starting out so late. I was sorting things out so I can get a clear set of my goal. Anyways this years start of the year has been so stressing but great, I’m not even in the middle of the year but I’m already feeling so depressed. Thanks for the amazing friends and for God Almighty for always guiding and enlightening my mind to do good things and making my mind stronger.

So anyways, so much for the introduction, this year my theme will be #365daysoflove. Yes this what the world needs, amidst all the many things that happened over last year, the terrors and everything that we have experienced, I believe they are all connected to love, because of love for money lots of things can be done, but a love for a human being and for all things that are living are the best and none that can be compared to. So to summarize, my posts would be more about love, poems about love that I observe in my surroundings or personal experience, regarding this case that’s all for today and thanks for reading my previous poems and giving me a (like) . It’s a great honor for me and satisfaction that some people have read or are able to relate to my poems, I may not be the best but I love what I’m doing.

That would be all, many thanks for the support and let’s have a wonderful year ahead, spread love and witness them through others.

Signing Off,

Bluedreamer X


Sweet Nighmare

I haven’t seen you in a while
When you popped up in my dreams
You were dressed in white
But there were tears in your eyes

The dream continued
But it was different scenario
I was in your arms seemingly dead
You were crying out in some front yard patio

The next day I dreamed something
It was still you but we were running
You were so anxious and it was so unnerving
I wanted to protect you but I’m weak so we keep on running

Then a strange thing happened
I felt your lips touch mine, it was the sweetest kiss ever
But then everything broke like a mirror struck by hammer
As the ringtone in my phone said “Wake up Tordz! It’s time to shower!”


A raindrop fell
In sync with a drop of tear
I look up at the sky
As the tears rolled in my eyes

The raindrops pick-up
It drowned my face
But the tears won’t stop
As it took the pace

I closed my eyes
But the tears won’t stop falling
As the rain mixed in my tears
It flooded my world and drowned my whole being

because of you it won’t stop falling…


It’s hard you know for me to say this
But I do know it was wrong for me to do it
I may have hurt you but I ask for forgiveness
It was out of anger that’s why I did it

I was out for second and I lost it
I was not myself I could not see it
It was my problem I wasn’t able to control it
That’s why I burst out from the pressure of it

It was unfounded jealousy that pushed me to limits
It was the lack of friends and no one to tell this
I was wrong, I was mad and I got drank from it
It was why, I pulled the trigger when I saw you kiss his lips.