I just want to say these things to you, while the world is asleep, I’m really frustrated, I’m hurting, wanting, needing and trying to do the things, I know I shouldn’t do. But what can I do, when my mind tells me this is the right thing, but my heart wants me to do the opposite.
It is easy to think of the right thing to do, but actually in reality those things are the hardest thing to do. For the difficulty of things does not depend on the quantity or quality of what we do, it’s not by how much or how many things we accomplish, but it is by fulfilling what our heart truly desires. What I’m saying is I really want to tell you I love you, but I can’t for the time and place we’re in, just not permit such things to happen. In this world of competitiveness where the weak are swallowed by the strong. I must not let you be involved in things that will make your life difficult. I want you to live in peace and harmony with the world. Like a brother protecting his sister, so do I must protect you, to the best of my ability. This is my kind of love, the love a friend to a bestfriend, eternal not sensual, spiritual not physical, democratic and not tyranical. So to say, I love you without any limit, by your side, outside, inside or anywhere you go, my love will always be there, like the sky covering us. We may not look up and not see them, but I’ll always be there overseeing, watching, hearing, seeing and feeling the same things you do. Far away not being able to help and to touch you, yet I’m always there for you, sharing the weight and the burden that you do, I’m not afraid to help, but it’s just that I can’t help, it is your own battle that you must win and it is for your own growth that you’ll have to experience.
-Love like the sky, watching, listening, observing